It's been a week

Exactly a week ago I was terrified and sad.  Today the bleeding has stopped and everything is still going to be ok.  I couldn't control this loss so I can't let it control me.  Yes this experience has affected me in so many ways, but it is something that happened and now it's over.  All I can do now is hope for the best.  The future has to be brighter. 

Today I was distracted by getting ahead in all my school assignments.  School starts again tomorrow so I finished all my work for this week and next, since next week we will be in Colorado!  I am so excited for our week long getaway.

Keeping this blog has helped me through this process.  I feel that if I turn these all my worries into stories then that's exactly what they'll be to me; stories.  I was sent this pin the other day and I thought is was so sweet, it brings tears to my eyes every time:
 

Thank you so much for everyone who has helped me feel better.  You all have been so understanding and supportive.  I don't know what I would do without you.

 My bff Jeanene sent me this today:

It's a little bean.  I will probably never take it off.