Life

"Challenges are at times an indication of the Lord's trust in you."

-D. Todd Christofferson

|| I have trust in Him too ||

We are 18 weeks pregnant (+ 2 days)!!  Our baby girl will be here in September and I am starting to get excited.  Most people don't understand, but I'm waiting at least 24 weeks until I get excited out of my mind - I want to make sure I get to the point where she can survive on her own if she has to.  Getting pregnant is just as scary + exhausting + nerve-racking + frustrating + heart-wrenching as trying to become pregnant.  We didn't feel like it was for real this time but we still loved the little ball of life growing inside me.  We didn't know what was going to happen.  Right now I can feel her little hands punching away and it brings tears to my eyes that we got a third chance at this thing.  I can wait to be a mommy.  I can wait until she is fully baked because I've already waited so long.  I can wait until I hold her in my arms - I am enjoying every single little moment of pregnancy and I don't want it to end until it's suppose to.